Own Little World

Happy birthday Denden

2009-08-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

Another 3 mins will be Jayden 4th birthday!! Received a few present. HAHA =D and i spent quite alot for his birthday, cakes, presents, party packs etc. Blessed small boy... ^^ Simply love him so much!!!!

This is the 1st time we didnt meet for 3 day!!! Haiz.... Can u feel anything?? I can~~~ Anyway, congratulations!!!! Finally he got wat he wants, im used to not meeting him... Times files~~ gonna be tgt for 1 yr soon. What surprises will i get?? I guess no surprise for me haha =D He is jus not a romantic type person and dunno what a gal wants and he wont know even if its a small little thing, a gal will be happy enuff... Dots!!! He gonna kill me if he saw this... *Bleh*

Zoo outing

2009-08-01T17:32:00.008+08:00

Went to zoo today with Mr Tan, Jayden, Jing jing, Tian Tian and Thomas to celebrate Jayden's birthday. Today's weather not too bad, at least not so warm and hot. We reached there ard 10am and had our breakfast at KFC. Admission tickets are quite expensive. Adult=$18 Child=$9 Total we spent $99 for admission. ^^ Here's some random pics.....

Haizz

2009-07-29T21:32:00.003+08:00

Haizz... My english just sucks!!! The way i express myself using words sucks!!! Wanted to mean this but the person will get the wrong meaning... Haizzz im so stupid...

2 days nv meet Mr Tan le~~~ he is busy... he is tired... Missing him so much!!! Will he miss mi too????

i jus cut my nails today... T_T Becoz i need to do something i have no choice but to cut away my nails... Arghh!!!! Now its damn short and ugly....

Exams coming!!!! Gambatte!!!

Ah yong birthday

2009-07-19T19:38:00.004+08:00

18 July 09

Went to bugis MA MAISON to celebrate Mr Yong's birthday. Mr Tan and me went there earlier to shop around before going to the restaurant. I noticed we dun look like couple at all. Looking at couples ard us, they are so loving. They held their hand tgt but Mr Tan and me didnt hold hands at all. The feelings is jus not so nice.

Anyway, Mr Yong is late for the dinner. In fact, everyone is late except for Mr Tan and me. Its a nice dinner. We ate lots of Escargots and its jus so nice!!! Too bad i got no camera, if not i sure take lots of pics and post it up. Before going to our next station, Mr Yong already half drunk and started to tok lots of nonsense. HAHA =D

Went to Top One at Bugis after our meals. Its a KTV!! Drink and drink... but i have to control coz I have to take care of my Mr Tan. I noticed i drank quite alot but i still didnt get drunk. Amazing rite?? HAha Now, i prefer beers than those hard liquor.

Its onli when we are at ktv then i realise Mr Tan cares for me and notice my existance. Maybe he is drunk? Haha ^^ anyway, My Mr Tan loves to keep things to himself. Even as his gf, sometimes i also dunno what is he thinking about. Seems like i have alot things which i dunno, seems like i can't share his prob with him... what to do, try harder!!! hehe =p

PS: Someone asked me, how impt am i to Mr Tan??? My ans, last time he said impt. Now, i dunno.

Love him lots.

omg omg

2009-07-13T18:35:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!! Anyone knows how i feel now??? i'm damn damn damn happy now!!! MrTan finally said he loves mi lots lots aft so many days... i know its nth big to happy abt la... but to me, its impt!!!

i'm sick, down with fever, sore throat and blocked nose... lucky its not h1n1. i'm having a big headache now... i missed work seriously, misses my colleagues... hehe

2 more weeks and my exams will be coming... AND bkk here i come!!!! HAHA

Lastly, IM SO HAPPY!!!!

Love Mr Tan!!!!

Slowly

2009-07-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

Things between mi and MrTan are getting better now. Hopefully it will totally become what we used to be in the past. Realli misses those day when he everyday say he loves and misses me... and i'm always pampered by him... jus love him so much

I dun understand y he always keep things to himself?? I thot in a r/s we should be honest and share tgt? I'm still trying very hard to capture his heart and mind. I've lots of qns to ask him but i can't ask. So, what i can do is sit down here and guess.

Lastly, i hate to think so much. its becoz i treasure this r/s, if not i wont be bother to think so much.

PS: Love him lots

You loved me when i was new

2009-07-02T14:10:00.004+08:00

You loved me when i was new, things were good when it was fresh
You were always there, you were never far when i needed you
You were both possessive and worried, went thru happiness and sorrow
You always stayed to take care of me, no one else was more impt

Now things are strange, they are not good like before
i'm always the one to suppresses yr temper everytime
Have i grown old, its jus an old love.
What crime have i committed?
You have got everything already, both my body and heart
So we have reached this point

When we were fresh, i can recall how much u loved me
Initially everything was sweet, your promises were still good
i would nv thot, not even a little, that you would turn out this way
Or is thr someone else who caused this transformation?

Are you tired of mi? Why wont u come? Do you not miss me?
What if the rains fall? What if the lights went out? What should i do?

Updates

2009-06-12T11:52:00.003+08:00

9 June 2009

Finally i got my new wardrobe! Bought a 5 feet wardrobe so that i can put in my clothes. Cost me abt 600++ bucks. Now im damn broke. Haha ^^ Save again...

11June 2009

Went mandai With Mr Tan, Nelson and joyce to pick DURIANS. This is the 1st time i go pick durians. Its a forest nor. Oh ya, Mr Tan campmates were there too but we walk our seperate ways. Its so hard to climb up to the deep forest. Its so dark and lots of spider webs! There is 1 moment when i heard a monkey scream and i was so frighten nor. Gosh!! Can you imagine?? But actually its not that bad coz there is alot of army van driving past and lots of NS man there too. Total we picked abt more than 10 durians back home. haha ^^ Its a fun adventure! Thanks baobei for bringing mi there to try out something new.

Gonna go study for my QS test le... Bye~~~

Hate nightmares

2009-06-03T09:55:00.003+08:00

I had a very bad nitemate ytd nite. I realise i cant lose Mr Tan. haha ^^

I guess ytd nite Mr Tan and I didnt had a good slp. Mood was not so good rite. Mr Tan having shoulder ache and i'm having some princess temper? lols... Cant blame me for not toking to you ok mr tan. Anyway now everything settled and back to normal. hehe ^^ Simply love him so much.

So worried abt my project. No time to discuss at all and I hate HFMD!!!! My QS test is coming soon. All the best to myself....

<3>
PS: Awaiting for our BKK trip

No way to go

2009-05-31T00:33:00.003+08:00

I have no ways to go~~~ Can someone tell me which path should i choose?? Its hard to make a decision. Either decision i've made is always wrong... Whatever i do ppl will turn out unhappy. Do this cannot do that also cannot. So what you wan me to do!!!???

Recently i feel so irritated by little things. I seldom show my tempers out and in fact not many ppl can see i flare up. Please dun make mi dislike you.

I'm thinking of Mr Tan again... Negative thinking and positive thinking... Haiz~~~ Sometimes i realli feel so tired... but there are times when i can feel relaxed and happy...

Who is going to bring mi out of darkness????

Mr Tan

2009-05-27T10:23:00.002+08:00

Mr Tan go reservist le... T_T I will be left alone for 2.5 weeks.

So boring without him by my side.

Ok gonna start work now!! HAHA

^^

2009-05-12T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today on half day AM leave. Too tired and i think i need a short rest. Went down to buy bubble tea and there's 1 Sec sch student call me auntie!!!! Ya i'm realli an auntie now... T_T

After testing i meet baobei for so call dinner cum supper at geylang for 'tian ji zhou'. Thanks baobei for bringing me there to makan. Finally he finished off his 1st paper. Next tue will be his 2nd paper. All the best and study hard dear. You can do it!!!

Tml will be my 2nd session for ES. OMG!!! Next session will be my test. 10%!! Must pass!

PS: Very happy to see baobei today as i didnt get to see him for 2 days le ^^

30 mins 54 pieces (yellow, light blue and light green)

WOW

2009-05-11T22:06:00.012+08:00

I'm 48.5kg now!!! So happy!!! Still long way to hit my target but i will try my best. ^^

Love his body!!! Mr Tan said he will train... I shall wait and see~~~~

Things somehow turns bitter between mi and him. Did i do anything wrong? I just wanna ask a simple qns and he said he feels something is wrong with mi. There's nth wrong with me... I just hope the ans he gave will be the one i'm waiting for but somehow its still the same. I'm not feeling sad or angry or moody coz i know roughly what will the ans be. Somehow i think he dun like i ask this type of qns. I think he cares for me thats y he feels this way. Maybe ppl will feel i'm in the wrong. But i jus ask becoz it suddenly came across my mind. Anyway i still thinks our r/s are still strong! haha =D

After i reached home jing said she wanna eat KFC, so the 1st person who came into my mind is baobei. So i smsed him eaten already? If he not yet have his meal he can come and eat with me. Anyway his mum dabao for him... ^^

Tml will be his OB exams...He's studying days n nitez... I hope he will pass his exams coz i can see he put alot of effort in it. I will also study hard!!! ^^ Good luck my dear.

PS: Love my Mr Tan lots n lots.

Happy

2009-05-10T23:45:00.008+08:00

I've slimmed down by 1kg!!! HAha =D Tho its not alot but at least i'm not having a '5' anymore... So happy!!!

Today i only ate a bowl of maggi mee with egg. Wow! I can't believe it man. Looks like i'm going to be what i am in the past. Having 1 meal per day. Amazing part is i dun feel hungry at all. Hehe ^^ Lets see i can manage to slim down to 45kg. (Thats my weight before i'm with Mr Tan)

Jiayou Val~~~

Going to watch my 'Cinderella Man'~~~

A story of a rich man (Lee Joon Hee) who switches lives with a man who looks identical to him only the difference between them is the other man is poor (Oh Dae San). Seo Yeo Jin is a girl who studies at fashion design school in Paris but returns to Korea after her life is turned upside down when her father dies.

Happy Mothers day!!

2009-05-10T01:06:00.003+08:00

Went for dinner at macpherson for celebrating mothers' day. Oh ya! Early in the morning Jayden wakes me up to give me a handmade present. So Sweet of him ^^

Suppose to be a happy day but i dun feel happy at all. Everything just irritates me. Especially my sis! Wont eleborate on what is happening but if u gals happened to read this. I'm sorry i said u gals irritated me alot tonight.

Going relax and sleep....

QS 1st lesson

2009-05-09T02:01:00.003+08:00

I had my 1st lesson on QS today. Its a boring lesson today. Basically studying about what i've studied before during my sec sch days. Our lecturer is so blur~~~ Gonna start to do project soon. SIANzzz

Went to Carls junior for supper after school with sis and frenz and Mr Tan. Thanks baobei for being there for mi whenever (Not always actually) i need u... ^^

Study hard my dear~~~

20 mins 36 pieces of paper (Blue and green)

2009-05-06T11:03:00.002+08:00

1. 22 mins (time counting)

18 Pieces of paper (Hot Pink)

2. 10 mins (time counting)

18 Pieces of paper (Purple)

Irritated

2009-05-06T10:20:00.003+08:00

Am irritated by some guys in the train!!!!

05 May 2009 (Time counting)

15 mins for 18 pieces of paper. (Light pink)

Surprise

2009-05-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

Mr Tan!!! You realli surprised me today =D Another word 'SHOCK'!!!!

Love you~~~ <3

Wat am i thinking again???

2009-05-03T16:36:00.004+08:00

What am i thinking again??? Ermm ~~~ negative thoughts again. =(

Mr Tan is now at chalet celebrating his mother's day. Hav fun!!! He said from now onwards we shall speak to each other in English. Gosh!!! Its quite hard for me i guess. Somehow i feel like the distance between us is getting further and further~~~ How come???

Arghh~~~ I know i do love him lots. =D Guess thats enuff for me and dun expect much from him when i can't provide him anything better.

Mr Tan make the effort to buy mi Macdonald. Realli appreciate it my dear. ^^ MUACKS!!!! Gonna miss u again~~~

Bowling

2009-05-03T03:38:00.005+08:00

Just came back from bowling with my colleagues at kallang leisure park.

Cont tml~~~ Mr Tan looking at me!!!

BACK!!! Its a fun game and i decided to put it in my sports list. Haha =D Its a expensive sport.

Finally ytd i broke my records and i score 143 for the 1st game. So happy!!! i'm aiming to be the top 3 gals bowler in IFAST le... Hehe ^^v (Will try my very best) Now i'm learning very hard for my moves. Then the ball will roll faster and will have more strength. Thanks Nel bro for teaching mi.

Love Baobei

2009-04-25T15:22:00.003+08:00

Happy 8th mth anniversary Mr Tan !!!! Still a long way to go... and dunno how long can we last.

Mr Tan and mi are falling sick soon. Weather is damn bad now. I'm going to start school soon. OMG!!!! So excited can... pray hard that i can pass all my modules.

Am going down to chalet later again. I admit ytd nite almost get drunk if i drink for another 3 to 5 glasses. HAHA!!! Dylan!!! I wont let u hav the chance to see i get drunk... BOO!!!

OK gonna have my lunch and prepare to go out le... LOVE BAOBEI!!!!!

PS: How long more must i wait for my hair to grow long long long???? BAobei can sponsor mi for extension???

^^

2009-04-23T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today was on half day PM leave. Main reason is to go maple clinic see doc. haha =D Wax in the city called mi and so i went thr to do a manicure since i got xtra time.

I spent total of 160 bucks for my face!!!! Omg hope it works... if not sure heart pain. After that Mr Tan and me went to kinokuniya to buy my school textbook. Arghhh!!!!!! i starting school next wednesday nor... so nervous and excited.

Went to mos burger for our meals and went back home. Mr Tan and mi is falling sick soon. Both of us r having sore throat now. (I noe what u guys are thinking)

I got this feeling that my Mr Tan keep looking at gals. O.O Looking at gals is nth wrong, but somehow i feel that he so call "jia jia" turn ard but is want to look at her. Scare i angry??? Haha =D Want to look at pretty gals then jus look but dun secretly la... Lols!!! Look 1 time jiu hao dun look so many times. What will ppl think if he keep looking at her? Ppl sure say got gf le still look look. Make mi feel so useless man....

Anyway gonns rest early tonight.

Gosh!!!

2009-04-21T00:17:00.003+08:00

Gosh!!! I'm gonna fall sick soon!!!

having itchy nose and throat now... and i keep sneezing and having headache. Am i gonna have fever soon???

I aiming not to take any MC this year man... So pray hard i shall stay strong!!!!

Boring

2009-04-12T20:55:00.002+08:00

Days without Mr Tan is so so so boring~~~ Everyday i'm stuck at home. He is sick and is very sick now. Am unable to go over to look after him due to some personal reason. Haizzz.... Take good care of yrself my dear. I'm missing him so much realli.

Suddenly i feel like learning different languages. Wanted to learn basic korean 1st but will start maybe when i think i'm free enuff to start new courses as my Dip course is going start soon. Dun even noe whether i can cope not. I've told myself to keep on studying till i can't study anymore. Hehe ^^ Ppl dun laugh at mi k. i realli plan to study all the way man!!!!

This sat going have family outing. It my daddy's birthday!!! We gonna bring him to dinner then bring him to bowling!!! Since my whole family didnt bowl before, i shall bring them to bowling this sat. HAHA!!!

I miss u so much!!!!

Baddie Mood

2009-04-09T23:35:00.003+08:00

Finally i have the time to update my blog again. Been so busy recently~~~ Went for my school orientation ytd nite aft work. Can anyone understand how nervous i feel now? My lesson is starting soon~~~ So fast!!!! Wish me good luck guys... =D

I'm having a very bad mood today and i dunno y. Talked to my mum in a very bad attitude and also dun feel like replying Mr Tan. Oh!!! he is sick... a weak guy indeed. Take good care of yrself if u happens to read this post. I'm sry and dun blame me for showing my bad attitude coz i realli feels what im thinking now is rite.

Was chatting with my colleagues this aftnoon and tok abt temptations. Is thr any guys who will realli resist temptation? I doubt so. but Dylan told me there is such guy in this world. I guess this guy must to stupid. HAHA =D Still, up till now i still dun believe a guy would resist seduction. Rite guys??? ^^v

I also wanna go on diet le nor. Wendy becomes damn thin now nor. So envy leh wendy!!! I think its hard for me to slim down ba. Keep going for suppers and suppers. LOLS!!! I will try my best.

Time

2009-03-26T14:49:00.003+08:00

I'm rotting at home now. Unable to work coz Denden is having fever now. I realised that this whole week i've been taking leaves. But i realli do have something on. Its up to u guys to believe it or not. Ppl tend to look into whats not good abt u and neglect whats good abt u. So just let it be~~ I know i didn't lie thats all.

Praying hard for denden to recover by tonight. If not tml i needa take leave again.

Just received my pay and now its half gone... Haha !!!! Spent money is easy but earn money is hard.

I'm so nervous~~ 1 more mth i'm going to start my lesson. Jia you Val!!!!

Happy 7th mth anniversery

2009-03-25T01:15:00.002+08:00

Happy 7th mth anniversary Mr Tan!!! Still going strong... ^^

So tiring... Jus reach home not long ago... Tml gonna be another long day.
When will this testing stops?? Hopefully wont waste our effort and be able to roll live smoothly.

Tml gonna go court again. Hate facing all this problems. But who can realli understand how i feels? Guess no one does. Haiz... Hope everything will be settled fast and dun bother mi anymore. I jus wanna lead a simple life. Am i happy?

Wish List

2009-03-22T18:14:00.003+08:00

Finally i'm free to update my blog again. If not gonna grow webs le.

So many things which i wish to have it.
1: Laptop
2: Wardrobe
3: MP3
4: Digi cam
5: Diploma cert
6: Degree cert
7: A necklace from MrTan
8: A bracelet from Mr Tan ( Just wan everything from MrTan) HAHA!!!

Recently i notice my face got small breakout!!! Think is due to lack of sleep. Arghhh!!! Gonna go for facial soon.

Time to watch my DVD!!!!
Ciaoz

Happy

2009-03-11T18:58:00.001+08:00

I misses my Mr Tan so much!!!!

So happy today... Although its not alot but is better than nth... LOLS!!!

Working now!!! TIRED!!!

Jus love and misses Mr Tan so much....

why???

2009-03-09T11:52:00.003+08:00

8 March 09

Its a tiring day for mi today... woke up at 545am prepare to go phyllis house. 1st time be sister..lols... After all the tekans and everything, finally its time for lunch!!! Realli very hungry nor for the whole day... And my leg is damn pain nor... Blisters!!! Manage to buy a sandal to change. If not dunno what will happened to my leggss...

At nite went prayying wif Mr Tan. Although im very tired but i tried to smile. Jus that aft i heard Walter said so many things abt what they did at Bkk and how they feel, makes mi realli no mood. So, i try very heard to look at the TV and dun wanna listen to anything. I noe its not Mr tan fault. But im sry jus cannot control. Maybe becoz im jus too tired ba...

So as what Walter said, Bkk was fun ya... alot pretty gals... tables full of girls to entertain them... the gals thr r gentle and nice to guys... watsoever.... Ya its normal... HAHA so what am i thinking of??? Mr Tan also likes it?? Also got give gals his contact??? DUN care!!!

Headache

2009-03-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

Having a bad headache now. Can't figure out what is the reason. Maybe not enuff slp ba. Today manage to go hm at 6pm becoz have to fetch Denden.

Mr Tan sent me reports on the 1st 3 days at Bkk. Thanks baobei. Appreciated your effort. Should i believe what he written? Haha =D Yeah!!! I believed him. No use thinking about negative stuff.

I jus broke my favourite blusher!!! SHIT!!!! Jus not my day...

Tml is another day... Testing~~~ I can foresee i will not go home early tml le... Gonna rest early tonight and fight for tml...

Endure!!!

2009-03-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

I'm back hm finally!!! so tiring~~~ T_T If everyday continues like this, dunno how long more can i endure. Today i took a cab home, and the uncle is so nice and caring. A stranger can say something that make mi feel so sweet. He say mi: u got enuff slp not? Although its jus a simple qns but i jus feel so sweet of him. ^^

Today Mr Tan is online and we managed to chat for awhile. So happy!!! Still got 3 more days to go... Haiz

Sometimes realli hate going home.

Bath time!!! Going to slp aft bath... I need peace!!!!

Yeah!!! ^^v

2009-03-02T23:18:00.007+08:00

Jus got back home~~ So tiring~~ Aft blogging gonna hav a early rest!!! Tml is another day...

Mr Tan is at BKK now!!! HAhahaha =D I'm free from today onwards till Friday!!! *Bleh* Nobody to nag at mi again. Hehe =p Someone reading this pls dun strangle mi when u come back k. ^^v What is he doing now??? (wondering) Mus be having fun ba?? Or slping alreadi?
Seriously i'm missing him so badly. Rmb he once told mi we mus see each other everyday? Even for few mins? Haha... Things seem to change rite? But this is life.

Arghh... we r separated for 1 day! Nobody to gimme morning calls, nobody to buy mi foods,nobody to pamper mi for this few days. SEE!!! i miss u so much!! hehe =p Dun smile smile arh~~~ Rmb what u promise mi... REPORT!!!

=Yawning= Time for bed

-.-

2009-03-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

My dearest baobei will be going to BKK for business trip tomorrow. I tot normally when a party is going oversea, they will tend to meet their another half before setting off? Asked my sister what will she do when her bf is going oversea the next day. She said for her characteristic, she will ask her bf to accompany her. But, i never. Becoz i dun wanna bother him and dun wanna make him tired. So, decided not to go irritate him nor.

Actually in my heart i've been hoping him to come and spent time wif mi la... lols!! but i cannot be so stubborn le. I've got to get used to this type of life now. I cannot depends on him everyday. So, think no more and stay happy everyday!!!! (Trying my very best la) Hehe =p

Will be missing youuuu~~~~

Jurong Bird Park

2009-03-01T23:27:00.007+08:00

Went to Jurong Bird Park today with Baobei and Denden. Thanks baobei for the arrangement ^^

Some pics we took today~~~

Behind us is the African waterfall.

Different types of feathers.

Bald Eagle

Day of a Tai Tai

2009-02-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

Finally my blog is up. Many thanks to Ivy!!! U r great!!!!

Went for Hen's party today @ Liang Court Pink Palour. Thanks to my dearest baobei for sending mi thr and end up getting drenched. Hehe =p OK, the atmosphere there is not bad and their service is quite nice too. Had a body back massage with Winnie ^^ (Nice body Arh) lols!!! Best part is i saw something i shldnt see!!! HAHA!!! ( Wont say is who or what due to privacy )

After our Hen's party, we go our separate ways. Mi went to Meidi-Ya Supermarket. Its a Jap supermarket. I bought quite a few stuff there while waiting for my precious baobei to come fetch mi home. Hehe =p Aiyo... ke lian de baobei~~~ but i didnt force him ooo... *bleh* He can choose not to come de o~~~ but i dunno what will be the outcome la... HAHA =DDD niway love my baobei so much!!!

OH YA!!! Y is my title name Day of a Tai Tai is becoz for the whole day i feel like i'm a princess!!!! LOLS!!! Hope that someone will treat mi like his baobei princess everyday arh~~~ I Love You!!!!