♥Wednesday, July 29, 2009♥


Haizz... My english just sucks!!! The way i express myself using words sucks!!! Wanted to mean this but the person will get the wrong meaning... Haizzz im so stupid...

2 days nv meet Mr Tan le~~~ he is busy... he is tired... Missing him so much!!! Will he miss mi too????

i jus cut my nails today... T_T Becoz i need to do something i have no choice but to cut away my nails... Arghh!!!! Now its damn short and ugly....

Exams coming!!!! Gambatte!!!


Posted by: Valen àt 9:32 PM


♥Sunday, July 19, 2009♥


18 July 09

Went to bugis MA MAISON to celebrate Mr Yong's birthday. Mr Tan and me went there earlier to shop around before going to the restaurant. I noticed we dun look like couple at all. Looking at couples ard us, they are so loving. They held their hand tgt but Mr Tan and me didnt hold hands at all. The feelings is jus not so nice.

Anyway, Mr Yong is late for the dinner. In fact, everyone is late except for Mr Tan and me. Its a nice dinner. We ate lots of Escargots and its jus so nice!!! Too bad i got no camera, if not i sure take lots of pics and post it up. Before going to our next station, Mr Yong already half drunk and started to tok lots of nonsense. HAHA =D

Went to Top One at Bugis after our meals. Its a KTV!! Drink and drink... but i have to control coz I have to take care of my Mr Tan. I noticed i drank quite alot but i still didnt get drunk. Amazing rite?? HAha Now, i prefer beers than those hard liquor.

Its onli when we are at ktv then i realise Mr Tan cares for me and notice my existance. Maybe he is drunk? Haha ^^ anyway, My Mr Tan loves to keep things to himself. Even as his gf, sometimes i also dunno what is he thinking about. Seems like i have alot things which i dunno, seems like i can't share his prob with him... what to do, try harder!!! hehe =p

PS: Someone asked me, how impt am i to Mr Tan??? My ans, last time he said impt. Now, i dunno.

Love him lots.


Posted by: Valen àt 7:38 PM


♥Monday, July 13, 2009♥


OMG!!!! Anyone knows how i feel now??? i'm damn damn damn happy now!!! MrTan finally said he loves mi lots lots aft so many days... i know its nth big to happy abt la... but to me, its impt!!!

i'm sick, down with fever, sore throat and blocked nose... lucky its not h1n1. i'm having a big headache now... i missed work seriously, misses my colleagues... hehe

2 more weeks and my exams will be coming... AND bkk here i come!!!! HAHA

Lastly, IM SO HAPPY!!!!

Love Mr Tan!!!!


Posted by: Valen àt 6:35 PM


♥Sunday, July 12, 2009♥


Things between mi and MrTan are getting better now. Hopefully it will totally become what we used to be in the past. Realli misses those day when he everyday say he loves and misses me... and i'm always pampered by him... jus love him so much

I dun understand y he always keep things to himself?? I thot in a r/s we should be honest and share tgt? I'm still trying very hard to capture his heart and mind. I've lots of qns to ask him but i can't ask. So, what i can do is sit down here and guess.

Lastly, i hate to think so much. its becoz i treasure this r/s, if not i wont be bother to think so much.

PS: Love him lots


Posted by: Valen àt 8:44 PM


♥Thursday, July 2, 2009♥


You loved me when i was new, things were good when it was fresh
You were always there, you were never far when i needed you
You were both possessive and worried, went thru happiness and sorrow
You always stayed to take care of me, no one else was more impt

Now things are strange, they are not good like before
i'm always the one to suppresses yr temper everytime
Have i grown old, its jus an old love.
What crime have i committed?
You have got everything already, both my body and heart
So we have reached this point

When we were fresh, i can recall how much u loved me
Initially everything was sweet, your promises were still good
i would nv thot, not even a little, that you would turn out this way
Or is thr someone else who caused this transformation?

Are you tired of mi? Why wont u come? Do you not miss me?
What if the rains fall? What if the lights went out? What should i do?





Posted by: Valen àt 2:10 PM



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Valen Zhang

A simple minded gal who dun expect much from others

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