♥Wednesday, August 5, 2009♥
Another 3 mins will be Jayden 4th birthday!! Received a few present. HAHA =D and i spent quite alot for his birthday, cakes, presents, party packs etc. Blessed small boy... ^^ Simply love him so much!!!!
This is the 1st time we didnt meet for 3 day!!! Haiz.... Can u feel anything?? I can~~~ Anyway, congratulations!!!! Finally he got wat he wants, im used to not meeting him... Times files~~ gonna be tgt for 1 yr soon. What surprises will i get?? I guess no surprise for me haha =D He is jus not a romantic type person and dunno what a gal wants and he wont know even if its a small little thing, a gal will be happy enuff... Dots!!! He gonna kill me if he saw this... *Bleh*
Posted by: Valen àt 11:57 PM
This is the 1st time we didnt meet for 3 day!!! Haiz.... Can u feel anything?? I can~~~ Anyway, congratulations!!!! Finally he got wat he wants, im used to not meeting him... Times files~~ gonna be tgt for 1 yr soon. What surprises will i get?? I guess no surprise for me haha =D He is jus not a romantic type person and dunno what a gal wants and he wont know even if its a small little thing, a gal will be happy enuff... Dots!!! He gonna kill me if he saw this... *Bleh*
Posted by: Valen àt 11:57 PM
♥Saturday, August 1, 2009♥
Went to zoo today with Mr Tan, Jayden, Jing jing, Tian Tian and Thomas to celebrate Jayden's birthday. Today's weather not too bad, at least not so warm and hot. We reached there ard 10am and had our breakfast at KFC. Admission tickets are quite expensive. Adult=$18 Child=$9 Total we spent $99 for admission. ^^ Here's some random pics.....
Posted by: Valen àt 5:32 PM
Posted by: Valen àt 5:32 PM
♥Wednesday, July 29, 2009♥
Haizz... My english just sucks!!! The way i express myself using words sucks!!! Wanted to mean this but the person will get the wrong meaning... Haizzz im so stupid...
2 days nv meet Mr Tan le~~~ he is busy... he is tired... Missing him so much!!! Will he miss mi too????
i jus cut my nails today... T_T Becoz i need to do something i have no choice but to cut away my nails... Arghh!!!! Now its damn short and ugly....
Exams coming!!!! Gambatte!!!
Posted by: Valen àt 9:32 PM
2 days nv meet Mr Tan le~~~ he is busy... he is tired... Missing him so much!!! Will he miss mi too????
i jus cut my nails today... T_T Becoz i need to do something i have no choice but to cut away my nails... Arghh!!!! Now its damn short and ugly....
Exams coming!!!! Gambatte!!!
Posted by: Valen àt 9:32 PM
♥Sunday, July 19, 2009♥
18 July 09
Went to bugis MA MAISON to celebrate Mr Yong's birthday. Mr Tan and me went there earlier to shop around before going to the restaurant. I noticed we dun look like couple at all. Looking at couples ard us, they are so loving. They held their hand tgt but Mr Tan and me didnt hold hands at all. The feelings is jus not so nice.
Anyway, Mr Yong is late for the dinner. In fact, everyone is late except for Mr Tan and me. Its a nice dinner. We ate lots of Escargots and its jus so nice!!! Too bad i got no camera, if not i sure take lots of pics and post it up. Before going to our next station, Mr Yong already half drunk and started to tok lots of nonsense. HAHA =D
Went to Top One at Bugis after our meals. Its a KTV!! Drink and drink... but i have to control coz I have to take care of my Mr Tan. I noticed i drank quite alot but i still didnt get drunk. Amazing rite?? HAha Now, i prefer beers than those hard liquor.
Its onli when we are at ktv then i realise Mr Tan cares for me and notice my existance. Maybe he is drunk? Haha ^^ anyway, My Mr Tan loves to keep things to himself. Even as his gf, sometimes i also dunno what is he thinking about. Seems like i have alot things which i dunno, seems like i can't share his prob with him... what to do, try harder!!! hehe =p
PS: Someone asked me, how impt am i to Mr Tan??? My ans, last time he said impt. Now, i dunno.
Love him lots.
Posted by: Valen àt 7:38 PM
Went to bugis MA MAISON to celebrate Mr Yong's birthday. Mr Tan and me went there earlier to shop around before going to the restaurant. I noticed we dun look like couple at all. Looking at couples ard us, they are so loving. They held their hand tgt but Mr Tan and me didnt hold hands at all. The feelings is jus not so nice.
Anyway, Mr Yong is late for the dinner. In fact, everyone is late except for Mr Tan and me. Its a nice dinner. We ate lots of Escargots and its jus so nice!!! Too bad i got no camera, if not i sure take lots of pics and post it up. Before going to our next station, Mr Yong already half drunk and started to tok lots of nonsense. HAHA =D
Went to Top One at Bugis after our meals. Its a KTV!! Drink and drink... but i have to control coz I have to take care of my Mr Tan. I noticed i drank quite alot but i still didnt get drunk. Amazing rite?? HAha Now, i prefer beers than those hard liquor.
Its onli when we are at ktv then i realise Mr Tan cares for me and notice my existance. Maybe he is drunk? Haha ^^ anyway, My Mr Tan loves to keep things to himself. Even as his gf, sometimes i also dunno what is he thinking about. Seems like i have alot things which i dunno, seems like i can't share his prob with him... what to do, try harder!!! hehe =p
PS: Someone asked me, how impt am i to Mr Tan??? My ans, last time he said impt. Now, i dunno.
Love him lots.
Posted by: Valen àt 7:38 PM
♥Monday, July 13, 2009♥
OMG!!!! Anyone knows how i feel now??? i'm damn damn damn happy now!!! MrTan finally said he loves mi lots lots aft so many days... i know its nth big to happy abt la... but to me, its impt!!!
i'm sick, down with fever, sore throat and blocked nose... lucky its not h1n1. i'm having a big headache now... i missed work seriously, misses my colleagues... hehe
2 more weeks and my exams will be coming... AND bkk here i come!!!! HAHA
Lastly, IM SO HAPPY!!!!
Love Mr Tan!!!!
Posted by: Valen àt 6:35 PM
i'm sick, down with fever, sore throat and blocked nose... lucky its not h1n1. i'm having a big headache now... i missed work seriously, misses my colleagues... hehe
2 more weeks and my exams will be coming... AND bkk here i come!!!! HAHA
Lastly, IM SO HAPPY!!!!
Love Mr Tan!!!!
Posted by: Valen àt 6:35 PM
♥Sunday, July 12, 2009♥
Things between mi and MrTan are getting better now. Hopefully it will totally become what we used to be in the past. Realli misses those day when he everyday say he loves and misses me... and i'm always pampered by him... jus love him so much
I dun understand y he always keep things to himself?? I thot in a r/s we should be honest and share tgt? I'm still trying very hard to capture his heart and mind. I've lots of qns to ask him but i can't ask. So, what i can do is sit down here and guess.
Lastly, i hate to think so much. its becoz i treasure this r/s, if not i wont be bother to think so much.
PS: Love him lots
Posted by: Valen àt 8:44 PM
I dun understand y he always keep things to himself?? I thot in a r/s we should be honest and share tgt? I'm still trying very hard to capture his heart and mind. I've lots of qns to ask him but i can't ask. So, what i can do is sit down here and guess.
Lastly, i hate to think so much. its becoz i treasure this r/s, if not i wont be bother to think so much.
PS: Love him lots
Posted by: Valen àt 8:44 PM
♥Thursday, July 2, 2009♥
You loved me when i was new, things were good when it was fresh
You were always there, you were never far when i needed you
You were both possessive and worried, went thru happiness and sorrow
You always stayed to take care of me, no one else was more impt
Now things are strange, they are not good like before
i'm always the one to suppresses yr temper everytime
Have i grown old, its jus an old love.
What crime have i committed?
You have got everything already, both my body and heart
So we have reached this point
When we were fresh, i can recall how much u loved me
Initially everything was sweet, your promises were still good
i would nv thot, not even a little, that you would turn out this way
Or is thr someone else who caused this transformation?
Are you tired of mi? Why wont u come? Do you not miss me?
What if the rains fall? What if the lights went out? What should i do?
Posted by: Valen àt 2:10 PM
You were always there, you were never far when i needed you
You were both possessive and worried, went thru happiness and sorrow
You always stayed to take care of me, no one else was more impt
Now things are strange, they are not good like before
i'm always the one to suppresses yr temper everytime
Have i grown old, its jus an old love.
What crime have i committed?
You have got everything already, both my body and heart
So we have reached this point
When we were fresh, i can recall how much u loved me
Initially everything was sweet, your promises were still good
i would nv thot, not even a little, that you would turn out this way
Or is thr someone else who caused this transformation?
Are you tired of mi? Why wont u come? Do you not miss me?
What if the rains fall? What if the lights went out? What should i do?
Posted by: Valen àt 2:10 PM
♥Friday, June 12, 2009♥
9 June 2009
Finally i got my new wardrobe! Bought a 5 feet wardrobe so that i can put in my clothes. Cost me abt 600++ bucks. Now im damn broke. Haha ^^ Save again...
11June 2009
Went mandai With Mr Tan, Nelson and joyce to pick DURIANS. This is the 1st time i go pick durians. Its a forest nor. Oh ya, Mr Tan campmates were there too but we walk our seperate ways. Its so hard to climb up to the deep forest. Its so dark and lots of spider webs! There is 1 moment when i heard a monkey scream and i was so frighten nor. Gosh!! Can you imagine?? But actually its not that bad coz there is alot of army van driving past and lots of NS man there too. Total we picked abt more than 10 durians back home. haha ^^ Its a fun adventure! Thanks baobei for bringing mi there to try out something new.
Gonna go study for my QS test le... Bye~~~
Posted by: Valen àt 11:52 AM
Finally i got my new wardrobe! Bought a 5 feet wardrobe so that i can put in my clothes. Cost me abt 600++ bucks. Now im damn broke. Haha ^^ Save again...
11June 2009
Went mandai With Mr Tan, Nelson and joyce to pick DURIANS. This is the 1st time i go pick durians. Its a forest nor. Oh ya, Mr Tan campmates were there too but we walk our seperate ways. Its so hard to climb up to the deep forest. Its so dark and lots of spider webs! There is 1 moment when i heard a monkey scream and i was so frighten nor. Gosh!! Can you imagine?? But actually its not that bad coz there is alot of army van driving past and lots of NS man there too. Total we picked abt more than 10 durians back home. haha ^^ Its a fun adventure! Thanks baobei for bringing mi there to try out something new.
Gonna go study for my QS test le... Bye~~~
Posted by: Valen àt 11:52 AM
♥Wednesday, June 3, 2009♥
I had a very bad nitemate ytd nite. I realise i cant lose Mr Tan. haha ^^
I guess ytd nite Mr Tan and I didnt had a good slp. Mood was not so good rite. Mr Tan having shoulder ache and i'm having some princess temper? lols... Cant blame me for not toking to you ok mr tan. Anyway now everything settled and back to normal. hehe ^^ Simply love him so much.
So worried abt my project. No time to discuss at all and I hate HFMD!!!! My QS test is coming soon. All the best to myself....
<3>
PS: Awaiting for our BKK trip
Posted by: Valen àt 9:55 AM
I guess ytd nite Mr Tan and I didnt had a good slp. Mood was not so good rite. Mr Tan having shoulder ache and i'm having some princess temper? lols... Cant blame me for not toking to you ok mr tan. Anyway now everything settled and back to normal. hehe ^^ Simply love him so much.
So worried abt my project. No time to discuss at all and I hate HFMD!!!! My QS test is coming soon. All the best to myself....
<3>
PS: Awaiting for our BKK trip
Posted by: Valen àt 9:55 AM
♥Sunday, May 31, 2009♥
I have no ways to go~~~ Can someone tell me which path should i choose?? Its hard to make a decision. Either decision i've made is always wrong... Whatever i do ppl will turn out unhappy. Do this cannot do that also cannot. So what you wan me to do!!!???
Recently i feel so irritated by little things. I seldom show my tempers out and in fact not many ppl can see i flare up. Please dun make mi dislike you.
I'm thinking of Mr Tan again... Negative thinking and positive thinking... Haiz~~~ Sometimes i realli feel so tired... but there are times when i can feel relaxed and happy...
Who is going to bring mi out of darkness????
Posted by: Valen àt 12:33 AM
Recently i feel so irritated by little things. I seldom show my tempers out and in fact not many ppl can see i flare up. Please dun make mi dislike you.
I'm thinking of Mr Tan again... Negative thinking and positive thinking... Haiz~~~ Sometimes i realli feel so tired... but there are times when i can feel relaxed and happy...
Who is going to bring mi out of darkness????
Posted by: Valen àt 12:33 AM
♥Wednesday, May 27, 2009♥
Mr Tan go reservist le... T_T I will be left alone for 2.5 weeks.
So boring without him by my side.
Ok gonna start work now!! HAHA
Posted by: Valen àt 10:23 AM
So boring without him by my side.
Ok gonna start work now!! HAHA
Posted by: Valen àt 10:23 AM
♥Tuesday, May 12, 2009♥
Today on half day AM leave. Too tired and i think i need a short rest. Went down to buy bubble tea and there's 1 Sec sch student call me auntie!!!! Ya i'm realli an auntie now... T_T
After testing i meet baobei for so call dinner cum supper at geylang for 'tian ji zhou'. Thanks baobei for bringing me there to makan. Finally he finished off his 1st paper. Next tue will be his 2nd paper. All the best and study hard dear. You can do it!!!
Tml will be my 2nd session for ES. OMG!!! Next session will be my test. 10%!! Must pass!
PS: Very happy to see baobei today as i didnt get to see him for 2 days le ^^
30 mins 54 pieces (yellow, light blue and light green)
Posted by: Valen àt 10:35 PM
After testing i meet baobei for so call dinner cum supper at geylang for 'tian ji zhou'. Thanks baobei for bringing me there to makan. Finally he finished off his 1st paper. Next tue will be his 2nd paper. All the best and study hard dear. You can do it!!!
Tml will be my 2nd session for ES. OMG!!! Next session will be my test. 10%!! Must pass!
PS: Very happy to see baobei today as i didnt get to see him for 2 days le ^^
30 mins 54 pieces (yellow, light blue and light green)
Posted by: Valen àt 10:35 PM
♥Monday, May 11, 2009♥
I'm 48.5kg now!!! So happy!!! Still long way to hit my target but i will try my best. ^^
Posted by: Valen àt 10:06 PM
Love his body!!! Mr Tan said he will train... I shall wait and see~~~~
Things somehow turns bitter between mi and him. Did i do anything wrong? I just wanna ask a simple qns and he said he feels something is wrong with mi. There's nth wrong with me... I just hope the ans he gave will be the one i'm waiting for but somehow its still the same. I'm not feeling sad or angry or moody coz i know roughly what will the ans be. Somehow i think he dun like i ask this type of qns. I think he cares for me thats y he feels this way. Maybe ppl will feel i'm in the wrong. But i jus ask becoz it suddenly came across my mind. Anyway i still thinks our r/s are still strong! haha =D
After i reached home jing said she wanna eat KFC, so the 1st person who came into my mind is baobei. So i smsed him eaten already? If he not yet have his meal he can come and eat with me. Anyway his mum dabao for him... ^^
Tml will be his OB exams...He's studying days n nitez... I hope he will pass his exams coz i can see he put alot of effort in it. I will also study hard!!! ^^ Good luck my dear.
PS: Love my Mr Tan lots n lots.
Posted by: Valen àt 10:06 PM
♥Sunday, May 10, 2009♥
I've slimmed down by 1kg!!! HAha =D Tho its not alot but at least i'm not having a '5' anymore... So happy!!!
Today i only ate a bowl of maggi mee with egg. Wow! I can't believe it man. Looks like i'm going to be what i am in the past. Having 1 meal per day. Amazing part is i dun feel hungry at all. Hehe ^^ Lets see i can manage to slim down to 45kg. (Thats my weight before i'm with Mr Tan)
Jiayou Val~~~
Going to watch my 'Cinderella Man'~~~
A story of a rich man (Lee Joon Hee) who switches lives with a man who looks identical to him only the difference between them is the other man is poor (Oh Dae San). Seo Yeo Jin is a girl who studies at fashion design school in Paris but returns to Korea after her life is turned upside down when her father dies.
Posted by: Valen àt 11:45 PM
Today i only ate a bowl of maggi mee with egg. Wow! I can't believe it man. Looks like i'm going to be what i am in the past. Having 1 meal per day. Amazing part is i dun feel hungry at all. Hehe ^^ Lets see i can manage to slim down to 45kg. (Thats my weight before i'm with Mr Tan)
Jiayou Val~~~
Going to watch my 'Cinderella Man'~~~
A story of a rich man (Lee Joon Hee) who switches lives with a man who looks identical to him only the difference between them is the other man is poor (Oh Dae San). Seo Yeo Jin is a girl who studies at fashion design school in Paris but returns to Korea after her life is turned upside down when her father dies.Posted by: Valen àt 11:45 PM
Went for dinner at macpherson for celebrating mothers' day. Oh ya! Early in the morning Jayden wakes me up to give me a handmade present. So Sweet of him ^^
Suppose to be a happy day but i dun feel happy at all. Everything just irritates me. Especially my sis! Wont eleborate on what is happening but if u gals happened to read this. I'm sorry i said u gals irritated me alot tonight.
Going relax and sleep....
Posted by: Valen àt 1:06 AM
Suppose to be a happy day but i dun feel happy at all. Everything just irritates me. Especially my sis! Wont eleborate on what is happening but if u gals happened to read this. I'm sorry i said u gals irritated me alot tonight.
Going relax and sleep....
Posted by: Valen àt 1:06 AM
♥Saturday, May 9, 2009♥
I had my 1st lesson on QS today. Its a boring lesson today. Basically studying about what i've studied before during my sec sch days. Our lecturer is so blur~~~ Gonna start to do project soon. SIANzzz
Went to Carls junior for supper after school with sis and frenz and Mr Tan. Thanks baobei for being there for mi whenever (Not always actually) i need u... ^^
Study hard my dear~~~
20 mins 36 pieces of paper (Blue and green)
Posted by: Valen àt 2:01 AM
Went to Carls junior for supper after school with sis and frenz and Mr Tan. Thanks baobei for being there for mi whenever (Not always actually) i need u... ^^
Study hard my dear~~~
20 mins 36 pieces of paper (Blue and green)
Posted by: Valen àt 2:01 AM
♥Wednesday, May 6, 2009♥
1. 22 mins (time counting)
18 Pieces of paper (Hot Pink)
2. 10 mins (time counting)
18 Pieces of paper (Purple)
Posted by: Valen àt 11:03 AM
18 Pieces of paper (Hot Pink)
2. 10 mins (time counting)
18 Pieces of paper (Purple)
Posted by: Valen àt 11:03 AM
Am irritated by some guys in the train!!!!
05 May 2009 (Time counting)
15 mins for 18 pieces of paper. (Light pink)
Posted by: Valen àt 10:20 AM
05 May 2009 (Time counting)
15 mins for 18 pieces of paper. (Light pink)
Posted by: Valen àt 10:20 AM
♥Monday, May 4, 2009♥
Mr Tan!!! You realli surprised me today =D Another word 'SHOCK'!!!!
Love you~~~ <3
Posted by: Valen àt 11:56 PM
Love you~~~ <3
Posted by: Valen àt 11:56 PM
♥Sunday, May 3, 2009♥
What am i thinking again??? Ermm ~~~ negative thoughts again. =(
Mr Tan is now at chalet celebrating his mother's day. Hav fun!!! He said from now onwards we shall speak to each other in English. Gosh!!! Its quite hard for me i guess. Somehow i feel like the distance between us is getting further and further~~~ How come???
Arghh~~~ I know i do love him lots. =D Guess thats enuff for me and dun expect much from him when i can't provide him anything better.
Mr Tan make the effort to buy mi Macdonald. Realli appreciate it my dear. ^^ MUACKS!!!! Gonna miss u again~~~
Posted by: Valen àt 4:36 PM
Mr Tan is now at chalet celebrating his mother's day. Hav fun!!! He said from now onwards we shall speak to each other in English. Gosh!!! Its quite hard for me i guess. Somehow i feel like the distance between us is getting further and further~~~ How come???
Arghh~~~ I know i do love him lots. =D Guess thats enuff for me and dun expect much from him when i can't provide him anything better.
Mr Tan make the effort to buy mi Macdonald. Realli appreciate it my dear. ^^ MUACKS!!!! Gonna miss u again~~~
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